Mid Ramadhan

Sungguh, sekejap sahaja masa berlalu. Bila terasa masa berlalu terlalu cepat, tertanya balik pada diri sendiri agaknya tahun ni aku banyak main2 dan banyak buang masa.. ah, jauh lagilah untuk malam lailatul-qadr thn ni jikalau begitu.. Harap2 sia2 masa yg ada ni masih dpt dipergunakan sebaiknya.. insya-Allah..

My cousin (same age with me) is at my house for 2 days already, just relaxing here for few days before going to back to her father's house. She seems to be so excited being here since my mother is around and cook for us adik-beradik. My aunt (my cousin's mother) was passed away when we were 9-10 years old, and after few years her father remarried. But her stepmother was quite young, and she seems to lost a mother's touch.... She always told my sisters on how lucky they are for still having mother that could help them in so many things. It's really shown esp. during her engagement day.. And how many time she said if it is possible to ask her mother to come back from death, but then she knows it is impossible.. Sedih pun ada juga bila fikir balik, i can't imagine myself for not having a mother.

ha..sekarang dah dekat nak raya, ramai betul bertanya.. telekom tak dpt bonus ke? hmm sunyi je thn ni..ade sesape nak tolong jawab? Laili ke?:p By the way, i am planning a berbuka puasa pada 2/11bersama rakan2 rapat esp. a group of people yg mmg tiap2 tahun berbuka bersama setakat ni. Mostly they were cyberjaya ex-SRC members :) . Thn lepas kami pergi ke Vistana Hotel, the year before to Restoran Nelayan.. Thn ni insya-Allah samda ke Hotel Midah atau ke Dewan PErdana Felda , tak decide lagi. Ada sesapa nak ikut? Bleh habaq mai before ahad ni keh..

Kepala aku rasa ditzy balik.. kenapa asyik rasa pening je sekarang tak tahu lah.. Seems like i am start to feel boring with my work. Rasa confuse dah mula la balik ni. Isk, PMS ka? :)) hahahah life.. sometimes bila roda di atas kita rasa seronok sgt, bila roda turun ke bawah terasa macam erti kehidupan dah berkurangan..wallahualam.
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