In responsd to Aina & Semah posting

I was about to put a comment there when I found out that my comment became so lengthy. Then, I decided to post it here instead. This is a response to Aina’s & Semah’s writing on “Those were the days”..

Semah dear,
You were rite. Repetition in life sometimes is not that excited anymore. Well, suprises (hopes, miracles, prays whateva name u gave it) are what makes the life fun and worth waiting for.

Aina dear,
Rasanya everyone feels like what you feel bila kawan baik berkahwin. :) Aku pun rasa macam tu, kdg2 terfikir ish tak baik plak sbb macam envy atau berperasaan tak baguih utk kwn baik sendiri. But then, teringat pesan Rasulullah SAW bhw tidak sempurna iman sehingga kita mengasihi saudara kita sebagaimana kita mengasihi diri sendiri. Bila sahabat bertanya, bagaimana yg dikatakan mengasihi saudara itu.. Bilamana apa yg kita mahukan utk diri kita, itu juga yg kita mahukan utk dia. Wallahu’alam.

If you feel alone and leftout, i felt (or still feeling? :D) it too. Since my two very best-and-close buddies zmn kanak2 dulu dah settled down (not mentioning that their parents who knew me well did asked me whenever we met with the question: Erma dah kawin dan dapat anak pun, Baytee pun dah kawin. Zulaikha ni bila pula?), and another countless numbersss of friends masa kat MMU yg rapat2 dulu dah happily settled down, plus another once-upon-a-time headache(s) married younger sister– it seems like i don't have friends anymore to hang around. The pressure was so high, until I even announced in my blog whoever ask me the question I am going to *kill* that person.

Luckily, as time passed by I managed to control all the pressure and be on the track again. Hopefully, I did what I said just now. Although I have to admit that I seems to transferring myself into becoming a sensitive someone who can be touched and hurt so easily..duh~~ :P. Sbb tu bila baca tulisan korang, aku terasa cam nak menitiskan airmata. Not that i miss those old days only, but the most of all is that I am missing all of you who have coloured my life with wonderful, unexplainable-by-words experiences, missing all of you so much. :)

But then, still as I told before, there are a lot of surprises in life. You will never knew which chocolates** will be in your hands every time you pull out your hands from the box – and then if only you want to pull it out. The Almighty Lord knows the best for us, ibarat kata Semah once you get married you have to think a lot before make any decision.. and maybe the fact that we are actually cannot think that LOT the reason we are not married anymore:D

My advise is…….. I am not good in advising people but do what you pleased is the best. Still, I myself am waiting for the miracles to happen;)

P/s: Aku ckp kat mak aku, kalau tahun depan aku tak kawin juga aku nak amik anak angkat jer… (and of course after all the arguments given plus the hadeeth plus what Rasulullah SAW did for the orphans were ‘serving into my mother’s plate’ ßI established my own quote: )) ).

After all, I am a psycho-someone juga kan kenkwn.. ahhaha

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** Taken from the quote: Life is like a box of chocolate, either it is sweet, bitter, semi-bitter, semi-sweet, white or black choc, you will never knew what you get.