**cHaK!**

{**one**}
I faced with quite terrible headache started from Monday evening, made me took one urgent leave on the Tuesday. Missplaced the medicine suggested by my doctor, i slept for more than 30 hrs in 36hrs. Luckily, at last (on the Tuesday nite) i found back the medicine. But then the effect was quite strong made me feel a little bit *erm how to say that, somehow looks like air-headed* for 2 days. Continuous headche for few days, and when i was almost recovered i feel how much i grateful when i am in a healthy condition... I should be more grateful. Al-Hamdulillah.

Contrary to my headache (or is it because of that), usually my working place are full of papers, files, documents etc (senang cerita macam sepah2 sikitlah). But this morning my colleague was suprised to see how clean and tidy (heheh) my workplace is (maybe a little bit messy now, but not as messy as usually). She betted that this evening it is going back as *normal*. hehehe i bets her that it is all depends on the work i need to do today. :P

And in return for the suprise, i received 2 pieces of currypuff (karipap) from her. Yeah yeah, alHamdulillah. My hunger has been demolished.

{**two**}
My apologize for unable to write as much as i did before. Time constraint for me, not being around my pc at a lot of time, have no new ideas to put down the words, and ... maybe now i surf ppl's blogs a lot, letting my blog un-updated. hehe lagi bestler kaco org dari dikaco kan ainul?:P

If i am missing in action again, thank you for dropping by. Thank you to those who silently read my blog and just informed me that they did visited my blog once in a while. :) Thank you my friends. May you gain some knowledge here. Insha-Allah i will try my best to do some updating at least sometimes in regular.

{**three**}
Godek godek..kemas2 brg2 lama ..looking for my TEKNIKA 1996 (majalah sekolah) so that i can post requested poem on *Apa-Apa* from brother yassir arafat (yassir, majalah tu tak jumpalah. Still waiting for you to email me poem Apa-apa tu:P ), instead i found a piece of typed words. On the other page, it wrote this:

ZULAIKHA M. BASIR
PRE U- MANAGEMENT
UNITELE

First time listening to my *old* buddy (oh, no no..we are not old, it just the friendship age is long. We are still young..hahaha) read this words, i just like it.. the words sounds *plead* while at the same time *advice* and some *try to inspire*. Oh, do not ask me what is that mean by this word and that word (some of the words are arabics) as i don't know it also. HEheh sesape leh tolong translatekan certain part yg takde dlm kamus dewan? nanti saya upah belanja lunch ek?:P So here it is to share with you all...

To Brother Mizie, thank you. :)

So, here you are for this week (last but not least la..not sure esok leh update ke tak:) ):

EPILOG KASIH BUAT KALIAN

Setelah melihat dunia di sana dan dunia di sini tiada lagi nilai nilai kehidupan yang mulia untuk diabadikan, tiada lagi contoh dan arah hidup yang bermatlamatkan keEsaan Tuhan dan mirip Rasul junjungan…

Hidup bertuhan tidak lagi jadi motto perjuangan. Hanya mahu mendewakan syaitan dan membesarkan nafsu. Lantaran itu, hidup bergelimpangan dengan dosa dan noda. Nilai hati dan budi musnah dan punah bersama haluan hidup yang semakin bercirikan kehaiwanan.

Di tengah-tengah itu angin yang sekadar sepoi-sepoi bahasa membawa mesej mengembalikan hidup insane bertuhankan Allah, bernabikan Muhammad SAW dan berkitabkan al-Quran dan As-Sunnah.

Angin itu melanda ke seluruh dunia.. Ia membawa mesej baru untuk umat di akhir zaman. Mesej yang membawa mereka ke alam yang terang dan gemilang. Mesej yang memberi erti kepada penghidupan di dunia yang sementara. Dan di Negara akhirat yang kekal selamanya!

Mesej itu pasti hadir….

Di gelanggang ini,
Kembara kami pernah melakar sejarah
Pada helaian episod zaman…
Kami pernah mengatur mujahadah nafsilah
Dalam halaqah zikrullah…
Kami pernah mencari hakikat harga sebuah perjuangan
Dalam halaqah usrah…
Dan kami pernah melukis warna keinsafan umat
Dalam halaqah tazkirah..

Wahai kuntuman iman
Kita masih menghanyut mimpi ke laut opera
Kita masih menghayun impi ke pentas seloka;
Kita lupa..
Sejarah peria-peria kita yang dibunuh
Dan senjata Hulago Khan tidak pernah malu
Mencincang rintihan Kota Baghdad
Sehingga Sungai Furat dan Tigris
Menghirut tinta dalam lakaran kenangan
Dan kita lupa!
Sejarah wanita-wanita kita yang disembelih
Di hadapan gerbang istana Baitul Maqdis
Sehingga darah melimpah ruah
Membasahi tangisan..

Wahai kuntuman iman,
BANGUN SEMULA!!

Bekalkan mahkota ikhlas dalam istiqamahmu,
Serta mautziah hasanah dalam muamalahmu,
Oleh itu marilah kita cari sirah yang benar
Pulang ke asal bukan satu kekalahan
Maka carilah kemuliaan ukhrawi
Dan tanamlah bunga yang baru
Kelopakmu biarlah yang segar
Dahanmu biarlah yang gagah
Biar..biar lautan dunia sekali lagi
Melaung buat dunia ini
Bahawa kita masih punya
Wira segagah Salahuddin al-Ayubbi
Atau sehandal Thariq bin Ziyad

Dan lagak pak turut berkiblatkan nafsu
Pada hari ini..
Bukan lagi caranya.