dalam dilema

Dah lama sangat tertangguh.
Kawan-kawan pun dah ramai lepas. ramai juga yang dah hampir lepas, di hujung2 semester.
Saya pula masih lagi belum dapat membuat keputusan. yang mana satu perlu dipilih. sudah makan tahun kini. boleh bantu?

I cannot make my mind which and where to go.
Considering my early degree was majoring in Economics, as where my interest lies i wish to further deepen my knowledge in this area. However, i have search the courses offered in Local Universities in this area does not interest me. Furthermore, in this field it is better (or best) if one degree i do it in local and other one in oversea (or vice versa) for exposure and better understanding of the world as a whole.

Most of the overseas universities offer better specialization in this area. Either it is MSc (Master of Science) or MA (Master of Art). I wish to try, but then here go other limitations: (1) the tuition fees and costs of living - i need to earn a scholarship or loan. (2) in the case of scholarship, most organizations do not offer it for my course; (3) my result was not that highly flying colours when i was in my first degree; (4) i may be afraid of living alone somewhere unknown with unknown people.

But still i never stop having interest in this field.

Then most people suggested MBA. The best thing on MBA is it is the certificate that allows you to go higher in your corporate carrier. but one thing, i already had my BBA and having it back on my master it doesn't give much input (and satisfy my soul) especially i frequently discussing and reading all things regarding those related to the syllabus in this course. i don't want to feel like wasting my money; even some people said what matter the most is the certificate. After all, i am not keen in stepping high in the corporate ladder.

And now i have another option - master (MSc) in International Business. Well somehow it is related to my current job, but the people inside are people from my offices and colleagues. and i have no idea what to do if i took this Master and when i complete this Master. It is offered by collaboration with local university in northern, i do not know the style of teaching yet or what input but somehow the syllabus is different from my BBA.. but in here i will be using my own pocket money ..

Now, i do not know should i:
(1) accept the 3rd option and enroll in the class which will start in June (due date is in middle of april) ; or
(2) do the 2nd option instead for better carrier profile; or
(3) wait until i get the opportunity to do my interest in option #1; or
(4) do nothing in furthering my study, proceed with my life with some other things.

at this point of time, i suddenly cannot analyze my strength and weakness; cant even decide; cant think. those in local universities, i will need to use my own pocket money in which it is really hard to decide so that i dont make the wrong decision and turn up half way after spending thousands of ringgit.

Perhaps, you can help me?

Ayat-Ayat Cinta

Ya, saya kira tak sedikit bertanya soalan serupa bilamana kami (termasuk mak fahri dan kembar nya) bercerita tentang Ayat-Ayat Cinta.. Nak tahu best ke tidak, kenalah baca bukunya. Banyak yang boleh dipelajari juga...

Kami masih menanti dengan debaran bagaimana AAC The Movie pula nanti, walaupun debaran itu tidak sekuat debaran menanti siapakah yang bakal menerajui menjadi ahli kabinet negara. ** Cuma saya kira debaran itu bertambah kurang kerana dapat melihat versi uncut, bererti masih belum selesai lagi produksinya.. terima kasih buat (penyedut utama) ibu aina; dan transit penyedut lain ibu Asmah . Tanpa mereka, tiadalah kami2 dapat mengurangkan kepenatan bercerita mengenainya dan menunggu bila akan masuk ke Malaysia.

Apa-apa pun, kata ibu2 di atas mereka tetap mahu pergi menonton bersama2 hehhehe.. Dan, seperti dijangkakan akhirnya saya sudah menonton AAC The Movie version uncut setelah entah berapa minggu hari di tangan. Seharusnya, kerana saya melihat kedua-duanya versi yang berlainan. Jadi saya sangat sukakan novel, dan boleh menerima filemnya. (Dalam novel, Ayat-Ayat Cinta yang dimaksudkan adalah ayat-ayat Tuhan dari alQuran yang penuh dengan kecintaanNya kepada makhluk2nya juga muslim yang mana sangat menyentuh hati jika benar2 menghayatinya:) )

Dannn..
Bahagian paling istimewa untuk saya dalam dialog itu:

Kata Maria, "Senang ya, kalau kita bertemu dengan jodoh, yang diberikan Tuhan dari langit"
Kata Fahri, "Bukan dari langit, tapi dari hati..."

Kalau kaum ibu bersuara mahu pergi, jangan tinggalkan saya ya!

p/s: Aida, i am somewhat agree with you need to bring tissue next time. he he he

Notes:
** I have promised myself tonight not to touch on political issue. So i will reserve it this time as most bloggers already share their thoughts. Do check it out around. Anyway, just a two-cents thought.. If previously we don't care and believe in our media main streams, why do we have to show much concern to them right now when it is proven that the previous government was not doing the right things?

selamat malam semua. selamat bermimpikan yang baik-baik.

Penyejuk Hati

Buat diri2 yang resah, juga ditimpa pelbagai perkara..
Pengubat jiwa.. Penyejuk hati..

Surah Ali ‘Imran: 14 – 17.

3: 14:

Dijadikan indah pada (pandangan) manusia kecintaan kepada apa-apa yang diingini, iaitu: wanita-wanita, anak-anak, harta yang banyak dari jenis emas, perak, kuda pilihan, binatang-binatang ternak dan sawah ladang. Itulah kesenangan hidup di dunia; dan di sisi Allah-lah tempat kembali yang baik.

3:15:

Katakanlah: ”inginkah aku khabarkan kepadamu apa yang lebih baik dari yang demikian itu?”. Untuk orang-orang yang bertakwa (kepada Allah), pada sisi Tuhan mereka ada syurga yang mengalir di bawahnya sungai-sungai; mereka kekal di dalamnya. Dan (mereka dikurniakan) isteri-isteri yang disucikan serta keredhaan Allah; Dan Allah Maha Melihat akan hamba-hamba-Nya.

3:16:

Iaitu orang-orang yang berdoa, ”Ya Tuhan kami, sesungguhnya kami telah beriman, maka ampunilah segala dosa kami dan peliharalah kami dari seksa neraka”

3:17:

Iaitu orang-orang yang sabar, yang benar, yang tetap ta’at, yang menafkahkan hartanya (di jalan Allah) dan yang memohon ampun di waktu sahur..