Monday, March 29, 2004

Raise Up

Assalamualaikum wbt.

I'm sorry, unable and can't update this blog for sometimes.. But, if i were not around.. Just listen to this.

Specially dedicated to all my dearest friends:

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

Thank you for always being there for me...

* To d/load the song, please click here or for intraTM may try to access
** Tips utk dload dr net: "Save As" file, kemudian bukak file dr winzip application, and extract the song (MP3 format).

Friday, March 26, 2004


I was not in the office for 2 days. I went for course on Contract Administration in Construction and Engineering Contract at TTC. So, that’s the reason why I can’t write anything here. Well, I think I will be just like Siti.. Next time if u see that I am not ‘around’, just assume that I am not in the office..

So, how’s life? I still have a lot to say. But, time doesn’t allow me to do so. Limited resources, scarcity of our life. Next week and whole month of April and May are going to be a busy days for me. And I will be busier from June to August. When will I be not busy kan? Itulah hidup.. But, then sometimes it is good. As mudin stated in his blog, kesibukan adakalanya elok utk elakkan kite melakukan perkara2 yg tidak patut/tidak berfaedah. :)

Last few days, one of the great person in Palestine was assassinated by the Jews. I believe that many blogs already talked about this. It was sad if we still have no feeling about what was happen. It is really sad if we still keep our pace slowly and being and ignorance, esp. when the Jew said, “it was a success to demolish and eliminate extremist dangerous terrorist”. In the other words, those who tries to defend themselves and their properties from intrusion of other party are being labelled as terrorists. Life is not FAIR. But, nevermind.. God always fair and He will not let human rules the earth on their own way for so long.. Insya-Allah.

I have a great discussion with the speaker for my course. Although my current job hardly involved in the mentioned course, but I believe that I gained a lot during the two-days course. The speaker was Mr IR Harban Singh KS, was an engineer who studied and practiced law. Now, he is a speaker and he wrote books as well. We talked about the course, the module, the situations involved..and the topics dragged on until we touched on the politics issues as well as social life issues. He advised that I believe is also part of what I am trying to realize for quite sometimes: You, young people are part and parcel of the community and society. Do your tasks by get involve in the society. Even I am still involving in community services myself (since he can be considered old already:) ). One thing I liked about his book is that although the topics touched on the contract issues and law but he included some poetry wording from a number of people. I’ll try to put some when I have time to do so:).

Ops.. I can’t write much now. Tadi dah tertangkap dengan boss tgh bace email luar. Sbb die ade urgent job suruh siapkan, so die asyik ulang-alik tibe2 je kat meja ni. Ok, we’ll have some more topics next time. And to the one who received his laptop, hopefully lepas ni boleh tulis byk2 lagi ek;)

Tata all.. Have a nice day:)

Monday, March 22, 2004

New Monday

So, how's your day?
It's a new government.. erm, or can be said to be reelected government? hehe
A new monday.. Something that I don't expect to be. But somehow rather, can be expected as well.. ;)

The election has been over.

Supposed everyone is waiting for a holiday today, but seems like only Terengganu received that special public holiday due to take-over done by BN. If like that, why don't we try to get a new government in 2009 and change back to this government in 2014 so that we can get a holiday every 5 years?;) I believe, not just me (that not so-called org kuat), but the followers, the voters, yg dok berjaga kat PWTC sampai kul brape ntah pun mengharapkan semalam paklah kasi cuti kan.. Dah jerit2 cuti ek, tapi paklah buat donno je.. he he he in the end, hari ni menahanlah ngantuk tu.

Oh, something's happened yesterday at UK SPR Post.. APa dia? haha i can't reveal it here, might have the chance to get into ISA nanti. Apa2 pun, sorry to say this but i feel like this time election is not for real. Really looks like main2, because u will or u can estimate who is going to be elected. Despite of the facts that there were reports the chance is maybe 50-50, but my instict told me the otherwise. Why? Cerite semalam dah buktikan part of my theory. Tak aciler, main cenekeh (main tipu)... Well... politics.. what can u expect from politic kat Malaysia? Nak jadi macam Taiwan himpun ramai2 berarak suruh buat re-election? Kat Malaysia boleh ke? Kalau tak kena masuk ISA, tahan kat Akta Rahsia, maybe kena sembur ngan paip bomba.. hehe :)

Well, i think the situation here is not as clean, telus and democracy as they claimed it is. I am not so sure, and i still do not know yet on how can that so-called country be established? If we the ordinary citizens want to give our opinion, where can we go? Do you have any suggestion? Since I still have another 5 years to learn, maybe i should start reading on politics books now..

The main point is, do not believe everything you see. And do not trust everything you hear.

By the way, i came accross these webpages. Tibe2 teringat zaman sekolah dulu. I felt like i've changed into a new person. Maybe masa kat SMTM (Tmn Melawati) dulu i was quite different from when I was in TIKL (Teknik KL). So, here's the link to SMTM school's lyric and here is a link to TIKL school's song:

~~Oh, Sekolah yg ku cintai, SMT Kuala Lumpur.. bla bla bla~~

Friday, March 19, 2004

Pilihanraya ke-11

Well, well, well..
Am i too late to talk about this? No, i don't think so as the election is not started yet. It's just around the corner...

I am not trying to campaign you about the politician parties in Malaysia. Lagipun, undi adalah rahsia kan. But, this is what some older people told me.. Tell them (the voters), to vote whateva it is the same race (Malay) and don't let the chairs go to chinese. If they have majority voice in the parliament, they are going to change Malaysia into theirs. We will have no power over our religion and race. But, if it is between 2 malays only then you can consider the party...

Too many things to consider here. I just do not know nak ckp macam mana. On one hand, it is rite. On the other hand, i have doubt in my heart. Whether there is too much propaganda thru the medias, or whether there is too many things in my thoughts. Choose the best among the worst is not enuff as well, kan?

To talk about politics in Malaysia, sometimes you have to be very becareful or else boleh ditahan/didakwa di ISA (something that might be wrongfully used). To define politics, i am not the master. I shall looks for the real DEFINITIONS only if i think i really wants to jump into politics. But, one thing for sure I believe that the government and the religion shall not be separated. And that is what i learnt all about as well.

With my current nature yg macam ni.. I think if i join the government, i am going to be looked like a spy to the opposition. And, if i join the opposition, they might think i am on behalf of the government. So, instead of giving myself the oppurtunity to torn out my mind and my heart, it's better if i keep quite to myself and do what is correct as an ordinary citizen.

Well, talk so much and write so many. Yet, the 11th Election did not have my name inside it. Terlewat mendaftar. Tak mengapalah, agaknya ada hikmah yg Allah nak tunjukkan untuk diri aku sendiri. Pengajaran atau pelepasan, wa'allahualam. Moga2 ianya tak terlalu menyakitkan.

Thursday, March 18, 2004


Assalamualaikum wbt.

Ada sesiapa yang berminat/atau sendiri berminat untuk join Telemarketing Centre (TMC) as Manager (grade 23)?

TMC berada di bawah Customer Assistance Service. Preferably Male (Job grade 21/22), boleh memandu sendiri since TMC ada di KL dan Taiping, so sometimes kena visit centre di sana juga; boleh mengendalikan computer and simple applications.

Anything, contact kita.

Ops.. sebelum terlupa, tawaran hanya sah utk Executive Telekom Malaysia Berhad dan anak syarikat sahaja:p



Oklah, kerana ade my 'audience' yg informed me masalah2 yg dihadapinya kerana menggunakan resolution pc yg berbeza.. Utk itu, kite telah pun mengubahsuai semula resolution page utk blog ni (walaupun sebenarnyer lebih suka gune 800x600 pxl :P)

So, selamat membaca!:D

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

Somebody save me

Ade org kate kenapa kaler blog aku ni lenmacam..
Hmm..agree with that.. aku tak dpt lagi nak edit habis..
al-maklumlah, tak pakar sgt nak bace HTML code since kat sini takde frontpage..
merangkak2 sikitlah jadinyer..

Hari2 aku rasa breakdown inside my heart. Esp bila keluar dari bilik bos, atau terima email regarding kerja yg membuatkan aku seringkali tersepit. What should i do? I can't explain things propperly, I can't think properly. I hate to cry, but when I did .. I can't stop it!

I have tried so many times not to write something like that here. But, i have no friend to tell it out, nobody at home to scream it out, no colleague to discuss about it out. I have no place to yell out everything inside me. So, what should i do??

Agaknyer apelah yg saya dah buat sampai jadi cenggini...
GOD!!!!!!!! Please HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, March 15, 2004


Assalamualaikum wbt and greetings...

This is just a testing first.
Will be updated soon.