Still Breathing

Alive.
Hello again to all.

Is this enough to indicate that i am still alive.. still breathing.. and still actually able to type something here on my blog?:D

yeah, the time frame for each posting seems to be longer.. i tried hard to do this..but instead i found out i did it half-way.. maybe my colleague was right, we don't have much time for ourselves because we don't give much time to God..

Marriage.
Aida & family, Siti and I went to Ainul's wedding ceremony on Saturday noon. That was the first time we met each other. Yeah, Siti and Aida had posted about this too. I am happy to hear that she is happily married to her other half. Al-Hamdulillah. :)

& yes, someone asked me if i have child to send to her nursery.. (err, do i looks like a married lady?).. i told her i am not married yet, and guess what she said.. ****** (biar aida and siti tolong isikan..kekekke). She said i can do good with children and proposed me to open my own nursery.. heheheh nantilah kot nak fikir pasla biznes, bounded lagi ni ngan kompeni.

Hometown.
I went back to Malacca last Sunday. Took leave for two-days since my mother kept on asking when i will be coming back.. And on Monday morning i saw almost 20 misscalls on my silent-mode-cell-phone.. hehhehe semua pun terlupe yg saya bercuti, termasuk saya pun hampir lupe yg saya bercuti...

My hometown in Malacca is always hotter than KL. I always feel dizzy the first day there, i think a normal body reaction to adapt to new wheater.. Nothing much happen, just that my mother was suprised to see that i lost some weight. Her normal reaction whenever she sees me loss weight is to ask me to eat a lot.. And usually my months-of-tight-diet will die just like that.. Maybe she used to see me as a chubby girl, and she worries much if i dun get enough food. Huhuhu

Ayah Pin.
Kenapa? Tak percaya ke ayah pin pun ada dlm entry? ehhehe
I know I was a little bit late when talking about this. But I just recently discovered that Ayah Pin youngest wife, also the youngest among them as she is not yet 25-years-old was happened to be my junior in my secondary school; she was my sister and brother’s schoolmate. And she was also a junior in my previous U. No wonder when I read her name on the newspaper, I felt like knowing her.

It is quite surprised to find out such a good student, nice person, pretty model and ambitious lady can be trapped in such a situation. Quite sad to say, as she successfully graduated with good grades.

My brother told me that her mother asked her to married that old guy. And she seems to be under spell (my brother said "die tu dah kena Mandrem" hehe). Pitty her, now she does not going out anymore, balik kerja terus masuk rumah. keluar rumah, terus pergi kerja. tak jumpa dengan kwn2 dah sbb malu. I hope that her friends will be supportive enough to her and help her raise up herself back.

Remember another man who claimed to be the Prophet of the Malays? Actually, i knew about him for quite some years already. He is the father of my sister's friend. His daugther pun ikut his path. My mother asked me to go and see him to talk about this, but unfortunately i do not have the chance to see him until he was on TV. My brother went to see him, one of those who likes to putar-belit .. But he didn't finished the conversation because he said this man was pushing here and there on whatever he asked or argued. So in the end i think it will be no use for me seeing him.

Oh, this man actually is an intelligent person. He read al-Quran and Bible from cover-to-cover, in which many of us didn't even able to do it. And that was the reasons why org2 yg bijak pandai pun boleh terjerat. But, bila akal dibiarkan meneroka jauh dan hati dibiarkan beraja, tanpa kembali pada yang Haq maka yg bersama mengajar ilmu itu bukankah dia yg berjanji menyesatkan anak2 Adam. dia yang sentiasa membisikkan pada hati org2 yg punya ilmu bhw org2 itulah yg hebat kerana menemui ilmu itu. dia yang tidak putus2 berusaha tanpa penat lelah mencucuk2 hati manusia bahawa perlunya jadi org yg terhebat berbanding org lain.. dia yang bukan mudah utk dikenal kerana usia sudah berjuta tahun dan ilmu menipu sudah berjuta eksperimen. dia yg kite tak sedar sentiasa di sekeliling, dan kita terlupe sering mengajak kepada keburukan. dia yang kita berlindung kepada Allah SWT dari dia yang direjam.

Kesimpulannya (terpanjang plak catatan pagi ni); kembalilah kepada org2 yg lebih mengetahui. Kembalilah kepada mereka2 yg berilmu, berbincang menerima dan memberi pendapat. Kembali berpegang kepada al-Quran dan AsSunnah. Kembali kepada merendahkan diri dan hati. Kembali kepada diri yg hina dan fana. Allahu'alam.

Of all, i realized that i am not a knowledgeable person; not an expert in this field; and maybe actually i know nothing at all. Will still appreciate to learn more and people to teach me more. :)

Insha-Allah sampai bertemu lagi.