IMAM

Al-Hamdulillah in the end I was able to  have a complete phone, internet connection and pass card to move in and out from the office. And in the end as well, my profile has been updated (by the help of ITD Helpdesk of course). I thought I would have some time yesterday to update my blog but seems like I was having a forever-never-ending meeting. Have it ever happened to you before? You were having an important meeting; when u thought u want to come earlier than usual but it turns out to be late. U awaken 15 minutes earlier than usual time, and hope that u could went to the office at least 10 minutes earlier than usual, but the bus suddenly did not turn up at usual time, u turn out to be late, your bosses already headed to the meeting while u were just came into the office and the food u order for the meeting was not there at the moment everyone was already there. Well, that was what really happen yesterday, but I tried to calm myself. Dlm hati keep on berdoa hanya Allah sahaja yg tahu jgnlah mereka bising2. The day before the meeting I was being scolded by a manager for wrongly communicated things (it was not my fault due to adhoc meeting and changed in the agenda, but maybe it was my mistakes of not knowing how to communicate the changing agenda to other people) ; and the day after really in the very morning the superior /head of that manager sent email to my GM by including all the messages we delivered to each other telling him about what was happen and consult her to arrange things properly. Takpelah, cabaran dlm kerjaya. Kalau dok BC jaga centre usually that is what will be happened, everyone will blames u this and that. As one friend said, life can gives you a hundred reasons to cry but still u can give life a thousand reasons to smile. Apa2 pun, mungkin this is part of ujian Allah untuk menguji kesabaran.
 
 
O, I forget to tell you all that I read a book written by Abdullah Hussain: Imam, the winner of Hadiah Novel Nasional 1992/94. A great stuff not just for a hobby or leisure time, but knowledgeable! It is not just a novel about life, but more than that. As the judge comment, each episode has two functions: I learnt a lot from this book. Thou the story was mainly about the life of an Imam Masjid, perjuangan dan pembaharuan yg dibuatnya really make sense and it will be great if other Imams in Malaysia (secara khususnya) or all the Muslim leaders/imams as the whole mempraktikkan apa2 yg diperkatakan. Good also for the muslim leaders in the community, state or even national, as I believe most of us think just like him. and maybe it is good also for us, rakyat marhain biasa muslim and non muslim– boleh membuka minda dan pandangan kita ttg Islam..
 
Dunia itu penjara org mukmin. Bila kita terasa utk melakukan sesuatu perubahan ke arah kebaikan dan mengangkat martabat Islam kita pasti akan berhadapan dengan pelbagai halangan-samada drpd yg bukan islam sehinggalah kepada islam, dr sekecil2 peranan dlm masyarakat sehinggalah kepada pemimpin atau pihak yg berkuasa. Tapi bila nak buat jahat, takdelah susah sgt kan. Itulah ujian. Bak kata Haji Mihad (dlm novel Imam ni lah), perubahan itu penuh like dan cabaran; tetapi perubahan itu sendiri tidak dapt ditahan2. Perubahan itu laksana cahaya yang terkurung yang akan mencari jalan merembas keluar melalui rongga atau retak seseni apa sekalipun.
 
Oklah, my boss sits very near to me (we don’t have real place currently, so we sit at the same cubicle). And die pun dah tegur pasal dok naip tak henti2.. takut keje tak siap:D Sampai jumpa lagi, take care all..