Subject Matter

The last few weeks were filled with discussions on stars, sky, wind and cloud between us. I am not sure what happen to my friend’s stars and sky, but somehow in my case it seems the wind has move the cloud to reveal the shine of my Polaris star. Should I say I have to change my preference from the cloud on the sky to the wind now? Still then, the preference on the sky is still valid.

I am praying that my friend will somehow see the shine of 'Bintang Orion' soon. Very soon. InshaAllah:)

To those who understand this subject matter, just keep it between us. To those who does not understand, it is ok. Sorry as for the time being it is easier for me to say it this way rather than directly revealing it. Not yet to share. Let it be a little bit mysterious.. ;)

Tagging games

{1} So-Called Training
Warning: this posting is not suitable to be viewed by Husben Ummu Nufayl. :p Pls take it as if this is not related to your program, TQ!: ))

Supposed yesterday i attended a whole day training consists of 5 modules/sessions. It started at 8.45am to 5.00pm with morning break, lunch and tea time provided by the organizer. But this is what really happened:

8.45 am -went up to register myself, took my seat, chit-chat with some old friends i met in the event. Session 1 started. Listened, took notes, points etc.
9.55 am - went down for a meeting at 10 am in my office. important meeting because it involved my customers account so as the account manager i am supposed to be there.
10.30 am - morning break (still in the meeting)
10.45 am - 2nd session started. The main reason for me to attend this program is to listen to this 2nd session: discussion on current economy situation in Malaysia. (still in the meeting)
11.30 am - still in the meeting. received sms from informer that the 3rd session started already.
12.30 noon - people from the office went out in a group. informed our big boss admitted to the hospital. (still in the meeting)
1.15 pm - lunch time. meeting done. those in the meeting asked whether i will be joining them to visit our boss. i was asking "should i go?" and they have this kind of look on me.. indirectly saying "why not?". so, there was i..
2.45 pm - after the visit, have not had my lunch, bought yogurt and cream bread, ate few spoons of the yogurt and went to the training back.
3.00 pm - it's the 5th module now. so hungry...
4.15 pm - tea time - had some sweet porridge and one pulut panggang..
4.30 pm -baru makan sikit, tak sempat minum dah kena panggil masuk : ((
5.10 pm -masuk ofis balik. habiskan yogurt tadi. lepas tu dah pening.

8.30 pm - at home. sempat minum air kosong, lepas tu dah lembik.. tido.. uhuhuh

pagi2 sampai ofis, terus cari makanan dulu.. :))

ok sekian cerita saya!:P

{2} Tagging game
Setelah puas berfikir, inilah yg saya dapat..hahahha

Senaraikan 5 hadiah yang anda impikan:

1. 20 original /unedited tapes on the whole shooting of Kembara Bumi Anbiya'.
2. Dapur macam dapur Martha Stewart, Vivien, Nigela or Anna Olson (guess watching too much Asian Food Channel)
3. A lots of Money , Money and Money Shopping Vouchers
4. Book Cabinet Walk-in Closet (mcm Aini jugak:P)
5. Pokok Duit / Money Tree (bukan pokok duit-duit:P)
6. Err..dah cukup ke?: ))

Senaraikan alasan atas pilihan anda itu:

1. I never had the chance to watch the unedited tapes; plus these tapes recorded all of our journey for the program... and the real production was not following the original scripts.
2. Saya suka menyepahkan dapur jadi saya perlukan tempat yang luas di dapur (do we need reasons to like something?:P)
3. I usually don’t have enough time to do shopping (especially time sales je mesti tgh sibuk :( )
4. Tempat nak isi baju la bila dah beli banyak..hahahha saya selalu bermasalah tak tahu nak pakai ape di waktu pagi / terasa baju tak cukup... berharap dpt tempat yang lebih besar supaya boleh beli byk2 baju:))
5. Err..saya rasa daun pokok ni unik dan comel : P

5 impresi terhadap orang yang diminati:
(i’ll skip this question for the time being.. it’s for me to know, and for u to find out:P)

1.
2.
3.
4. .
5.

Perkara yang paling hebat pernah dilakukannya untuk anda:

(I’ll skip this question too)



5 ciptaan yang paling disukai (tidak semestinya melibatkan teknologi yang maju):


1. Jam tangan
2. Handphone
3. Internet
4. Computer
5. Kasut

Apakah perkara yang paling dibenci?

1. Asap rokok
2. Panas dan matahari terik
3. orang yang cakap bukan-bukan
4. orang yang sombong bodoh - takleh ajar, juga takleh terima pendapat..huuh susah nak liaise
5. situasi marah-marah, tegang

5 Orang yang yang mahu anda tag:

1. Ummi Indah :P
2. Cik Ariatinta
3. Pn Hany (kalau die rajin and ada masalah:D)
4. anyone else?
5. maybe you?:P

p/s: Ok dah habis hutang yer!!!

Those days

[1] 11 days
After the calculation, i just realized for the last 11 days i only went to the office once. And that one day also, i cant concentrate much in my works. Unexpectedly, when i went to see the doctor she gave me another 2 days MC continued with another 2 days weekends. I slept a lot, each time after ate the medicine i would went blackout. 2/3 of my days will be sleeping, woke up just between the medicine time.

Being sicked, I had weird dreams, from being like devilish person to someone so angelic.. Thank God that some of those bad dreams were only dreams. InshaAllah really hope it will stops in dream only, that i won't turn out to be like that dreams.

And now, the not-the-best-part is when i came to the office seeing there was 489 unread emails to be taken care. uhuhuhu tak bestnya. and this evening i managed to cut half the number... Well, i just open 100 emails at one time, and now still seeing what to do to each email.. uhuks.



[1] Telusur Diri

I have promised to my primary-school friend to share this. However, it has been prolonged for quite sometimes. Due to my inability to transform the idea into the paper and on the net. It is not that good, i guess, plus i am not that good in words too .. But, maybe if you would like to say something. ;)

Telusur Diri by ....

Langit pagi
Pada telus wajahnya
Aku mengimpikan fitrah sang burung
Terbang tinggi melintasi awan gemalai
Menghirup nafas pada zarah-zarah udara
Agar selalu dekat padaNya

Bumi tanah kering
Pada tulus hamparannya
Aku mahu bertapak seluas pandangan
Duduk bertafakur mengenal ia dan aku
Supaya selalu membuat jiwa dan hatiku
Tunduk merendah pada segalanya
Biar aku mengerti sentiasa
Rasa ini sebagai hambaNya

Laut yang penuh misteri
Ingin ku kenal hijau dan birunya
Meneroka dalam-dalam dan dasarnya
Pada makhluk-makhluk pelbagai yang entah apa, bagaimana rupa
Menguasai alam tersembunyi ini
Untuk aku menginsafi
Betapa ilmu ini sangat terbatas
Walau sering lebih daripada kebanyakan
Juga sering kurang dalam kebanyakan

Dalam diri
Ingin sekali aku hampir
Pada hembus yang tersembunyi
Menyimpan rahsia Ilahi...

Tuhan
Bawa aku kembali
Bersuluh menyempurna rasa
Pada jalan rahsia kurniaanMu
Meski aku harus tampil berbeza..

[3] Tagging game

Huhuhu..i do not like being tagged, because i have to use a lot of my memory when space in my brain is almost non. But as few friends have requested me to do so and i failed them (still) i think i should TRY my best to at least do this one.

But, Aini.. the questions are so tricky, some i think i would not be able to answer now ..so i shall reserve that questions in future, when the right time comes ok..:p
errr..can i fill the empty spaces later?:D

Senaraikan 5 hadiah yang anda impikan:

1. 20 original /unedited tapes on the whole shooting of Kembara Bumi Anbiya'.
2. Mengelilingi dunia
3.
4.
5.

Senaraikan alasan atas pilihan anda itu:

1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

5 impresi terhadap orang yang diminati:

1.
2.
3.
4. .
5.

Perkara yang paling hebat pernah dilakukannya untuk anda:




5 ciptaan yang paling disukai (tidak semestinya melibatkan teknologi yang maju):


1. Jam tangan
2.
3.
4.
5.

Apakah perkara yang paling dibenci?

1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

5 Orang yang yang mahu anda tag:

1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

Long Rest

I was having a long rest for the last 1 week.
3 days holiday, 1 leave day, 2 MC days.. Total 6-sick-days...
Had high fever, flu and cough. Now coughing is still here...
Minum air sprite, tapi terasa macam minum air tongkat ali..
i am confused myself with the taste, as i taste things differently now.
Hopefully batuk ini cepat lah elok.. sakit dah perut and tekak setiap kali batuk...

so Aini, tagging tu nanti dulu yer, bila mood dah kembali akan diusahakan buat..:)