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Ada orang tanya bila nak update

Saya terdiam lama..
Bukan taknak update. Mmg rasa hati bersalah ada hasrat yang tak tertunaikan. Saya kira sebab paling utama ialah, saya masih belum jumpa semangat baru lagi. Ralit membaca blogs orang lain sahaja. Juga, idea yang ada bersepah2. Tak tahu hujung dan pangkal, tak tahu relevan dikongsi atau tidak. Juga idea2 agak personal, untuk tatapan diri sendiri dan sebahagiannya makluman yang terdekat sahaja.

Apa2 pun sedang mencari sumber inspirasi.

Tunggu, sebentar ya. :P

Uhhum..

Sejak akhir2 ini, fikiran saya banyak sedikit terganggu dengan cerita2 berkisar kerja dan pejabat. Terlalu banyak conflict luar dan dalam yang perlu saya fikirkan. Saya kira sudah cukup pening dan celaru. Susah nak dijelaskan; lagipun ada orang fikir saya terlalu berfikiran negative. Well, even my boss admitted that at most time I do think positive. But for the current situation, as she told me ‘If someone who is as optimist as you are at most time could be like this, just imagine those who are not’.

We received the news already that we are being seconded for 1 year to the new management. And after that one-year we can decide whether to continue with the new management or revert back to the Parent co. I am not sure the ‘We’ means ourselves or actually the decision of those Big People. Because, they can just change the rules whenever they want and like to do… So the decision heals some of my 'thinking things', but still not totally eliminate what i have in mind.

4-working-years, I learnt a lot of things on human being. It seems that we (the Malaysians and especially the Malays) are moving very fast towards the world of materialization. Whatever we do or going to do at most time is meant for ourselves only. Those who think for others will usually be the sacrifice. The bigger and more you think about the others, the more you are going to be slashed in and out. To make it worst, some of those you think about will actually trying to get as much possible from you. Unfortunately, the higher the post holds and the bigger the salary earn will also leads to greediness to fill in your own pockets – without considering the responsibility, the future, the generation, the nations ..the sustaining of one. Sad. Am so sad. Thinking that actually there is a lot of things are going to take place in this very near future…

I am considering not disclosing my real name on the net. Bro Rollie, maybe you are right. Maybe too many people already knew who I am on the net, and it can be dangerous. :)

The best I can do right now is..
1. To do my job at my best.
2. To inform my participants to do good deeds for themselves and the people around them.
3. To maintain my own principals of life. Do not let others try to change it as accordingly to the world’s scenario today.
4. To develop myself to become a better person.
5. To have some relaxing activities, and events.
6. To pray…for Allah’s forgiveness and to seek peaceful heart.

And lastly, but not least ‘To smile’.
I guess the last one is the easiest thing for me to do now.

Thanx to friends who did asked about my situation. Thanx to those who care about me. I didn't realize that i was one of those optimist until you said so. I should try to have myself back soon. :) How wonderful it is to have friends like you all. Thank you for being by my side.

Berkat Cikgu

I had chit-chatted with my boss. I think i am gonna miss her when she 'retired' from here soon.. She applied for VSS and it has been approved.

We talked about one incident that in a session of ISO awareness given to staff, the people in the group were questioning the trainer's objective. The face of the trainer changed. The trainer was so frustrated with the non-cooperative attitude; plus when they were requested to show how to get the info - they can't do it.

In the end what happened to them?

The other group who has no problem with the reason for the awareness session and the way they were being taught, understood the concepts and using the right forms. And the people who were questioning the teacher, was the one who using the wrong forms and had to re-do their jobs.

My boss said: Tulah. Cikgu ni kita tak boleh nak lawan2. Ada berkat pada cikgu ni.

And the conversation continue with broaden subjects. Such as what is currently happened in the country. Including tentang pengajian agama, dan pembelajaran alQuran. She mentioned about 'Berkat Cikgu'.

"Sebab tu dalam ajaran Islam kita disuruh berguru dan menghormati guru. Dengan keadaan murid (pelajar) yang bersedia untuk belajar, perlu ada persediaan untuk belajar (mcm kertas, pen, buku), keadaan cikgu yang perlu melihat pelajar, cikgu juga perlu ikhlas nak berkongsi ilmu, mata cikgu perlu lihat pelajar, sebab dalam mengajar ni ada roh dia. roh ilmu itu sendiri. transfer of knowledge".

"Recalled back, when Rasulullah SAW menerima wahyu, keadaan Nabi masa terima some wahyu tu sehingga berpeluh2, bermaksud certain ilmu tu 'berat' sebenarnya. Bagi yang menerima dan mengajar"

Itu buat saya terfikir, betapa bukan mudah menjadi seorang yang berkongsi ilmu. Certain types of courses made me exhausted. Some of the trainers almost lost the voice to talk. Jika tak ikhlas atau tak bersungguh2 mengajar, juga menyebabkan anak murid (pelajar) tidak dapat menguasai sesuatu dengan baik. Selalu mengingatkan diri saya untuk tidak berlaku prejudis di dalam kelas; dan melupakan kalau ada rasa tidak suka kepada mana2 pelajar sebab ianya mcm menjadi satu doa pula untuk pelajar itu boleh atau tidak menerima ilmu yang diberikan.

Juga membuatkan saya terfikir, betapa saya sudah lama tak berhadapan dengan seorang guru untuk belajar. :)

p/s: posting yang lepas ada adjustment sket, sbb taknak seolah2nya nampak 'controversy' dalaman. ehhehe Aini, insha-ALlah takda cakap bukan2. Sekadar peringatan untuk diri saya yang selalu lupa.

Pergi

Saya dah lama tak rasa macam ni.
Kadang2 sgt saya rasa. Kadang2 saya fikir rasa sebegitu membahagiakan.
Kadang2 saya fikir rasa itu sgt sebak. Sedih sampai saya rasa saya nak nangis.
Rasa yang buat hati saya bergerisik (err ada ke mende ni dalam kamus ek? macam berdesir tu kuat sgt bunyinye.. )
Tapi airmata saya takdelah keluar lagi.
Dan takde pun berita buruk yang berlaku sekarang
Atau orang yang sakitkan/kecewakan hati saya
(organisasi tu lain cerita.. tu desir lain..)

Tapi mungkin ada hikmah yang akan menanti hadapan saya.
Mungkin ada ilmu yang Allah SWT nak anugerahkan kepada saya. Allahu'alam.


Kata orang, 'antara tanda2 orang berilmu ialah selalu rasa nak mati'. Kenapa? Tanya saya. Kata orang 'sbb orang yang berjaya ialah orang yang selalu mengingati mati'. Dalam perlu saya teliti. Tapi otak saya tak kuat berfikir dan meneliti dalam2. Saya cuma rasa, itu kata orang.

Saya fikir. Saya jarang rasa, dan saya tahu ilmu saya sgt2 kurang nak dibandingkan dgn ramai org2 di sekeliling saya. Entahlah, mungkin peringatan utk saya kalau2 satu hari jadi benar.

Awak nak kata apa2?
... :)

HELP! i am DEMOTIVATED!

have you heard it before? yeah.. i guess years back when this blog was first discovered.
i am really2 demotivated. i am moving towards hating my work place. the people i am working with or going to work with or whatsoever it is.

i always try to avoid being in an agressive environment, as i know that at most time i wont be able to hold my anger. now i am not supposed to say anything as things are not at my level.!!!

someone, pls motivate me back?

Gosh!

I did it again!

At the moment i wrote this, i just shoot a sharp email to all the big people in the TO & CC list. Gosh, langgar protokol lagi.. tak tahuler ape yang menanti plak ni..
Kata seorang, harimau awak yang dah diam lama tu tiba2 mengaum ke.

Aishhhh... pray no bad things await me. :D
Teringat plak pepatah, terlajak perahu boleh diundur. Terlajak tekan SEND, hanya VIRUS je yang boleh erase..

err..should i send an email-virus now?

Done

it has been a while.
not that i don't wnat to write anything here. But i have the feeling of distinguish the writtings between personal matters and what i want people to know. i was hoping that i don't write much. afraid of letting my inner freedom being seen by so many eyes.

i guess i am being too pampered with my boss. and it turns out me becoming more not productive. or is it actually the environment surrounding me that give the unproductive energy towards every one else. so many people were asking me the questions on what happened here as my division is the one involved with the so-called havoc. i can't share with people over here, as to respect the terms & conditions of being the employee. most of them saying that i am saying negatively, but i have the ground of saying those things.

so what would i share with my fellow friends here.. remember, few years back i was discussing about the economy situation in Malaysia and predicted that the inflation is going to strike in malaysia soon, and the petrol price is going to go down when it was high. i(now i have the guilty feeling of not sharing what i know the most with my friends). i am not saying that i know it is going to be, not saying that i am dam* good with the figures and facts of economic statistic. to be honestly, i have the feeling of loosing the idea and picture of those numbers. but from the condition i have now, something is reallly really not right with Malaysia.. (if i am going to say what i want to say, will i be arrested? well u know that bloggers are being monitored by the government isn't it? )

i see the ideas, of which it is good. but i also have the feeling, implementation is not as good as on the paper. when things are not going smoothly, then there is something wrong with the current state of economy and the management of the country. continuanity of this will resulting in Malaysia becoming like Indonesia's state of economy. i have to gather all the facts before present the opinions. i guess most of the readers are already aware the possibility that we are going to be a stranger in our own land. Macam melukut di tepi gantang, menang bersorak kampung tergadai...

it hurts so much. so much to think about my own people, about my own land that more and more of them are becoming not Malays.. and indirectly not practising themselves as a muslim. i was thinking about the batlle of hundreds of years to fight for our own rights; thinking that all the people who were killed and died to protect our belief that God is One, to protect the land, the people, and the life of the next generations..

mungkin saya tidak pernah mengkaji secara mendalam tentang sejarah negara saya sendiri. mungkin saya hanya tahu sedikit sahaja. walau saya bercakap dan menulis dalam bahasa lain, tapi saya kira saya lebih mahir di dalam bahasa sendiri... menulis di dalam bahasa lain, supaya ilmu tidak hilang begitu sahaja kerana saya adalah insan yang tidak kuat ingatannya.

kadang2 terfikir, kesiannya kepada adik2 sekarang. belajar sudahlah sangat susah; kemudian sains dan matematik ditukar-ajar ke bahasa inggeris. sometimes i was thinking what is the point of doing that? untuk mudah dapat kerja nanti? untuk jadikan lebih berdaya saing? untuk lebih banyak mengkaji ilmu2 itu di dalam bahasa lain? kenapalah nak dibebankan budak2 itu saya rasa. kalau tujuannya supaya mereka dapat mengkaji ilmu2 sains dan matematik dgn baik, tukar ajeler silibus dan pendekatan pengajaran supaya lebih menjurus ke arah itu. kalau nak katakan untuk kerja dan lebih berdaya saing, kenapa tak wajibkan sahaja semua pengajaran di IPT Malaysia di buat dalam bahasa inggeris? saya sendiri pun sekolah dulu belajar bahasa melayu. alHamdulillah boleh dikatakan agak berjaya juga sekarang. saya kira ramai sudah graduan2 yang berjaya dan hebat2 yang dulu di sekolahnnya memang sekolah yang bahasanya bahasa kebangsaan. apalahh masalahnya dengan negara sendiri, bila niat seorang diri hancurkan seluruh masa depan negara. terlupa agaknya setiap seorang dari rakyat akan datang menuntut hak mereka di akhirat nanti.

p/s: peringatan untuk diri sendiri:
panjang pulak kali ini. sudahlah tu, awak tu pun entah ke mana hala tujuan. macam bagus sahaja tulis gitu dan gini. pulang sahajalah, marilah pulang sebelum bertambah kelam...

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so many things to write and share.
yet, due to my own lack of self management, this is the only thing i am able to share...

flying high

i am flying high.....

resume non-stop trainings as usuall.
my trainees seem very cooperative. and they responding to my questions.
the class is fun and live. Quite happy teaching the class.

met other colleagues and bosses after the class.
we were having some chit chat. the boss shared some info from the group discussion, about the situation of a customer service agent received a call from a customer. The conversation went on and on. The customer seemed impressed with the agent. and here was the 'so-called-conversation':

Customer: Are you the manager?
Agent: No, i am not.
Customer: Are you the team leader?
Agent: No, i am not.
Customer: Who taught you all this?
....

It turns out that the agent is under the responsiblity of my training unit. I do not know who is the agent, nor do i know who taught the agent.
But i am still happy, because the agent is under our territory..
hehhe
i'm flying high. :P
alHamdulillah.......

at least, something better to hear after all the mess and bad news and havoc things and etc etc..
:)

Lost

I wonder why every time I had some good ideas to update my blog, I will be unable to do so due to network problem, or not being in front of the PC. Yet when I have the chance to be in front of the PC and there is no problem with the network, I’ll loss the idea to write.

Few days ago I was a little bit down. Depression. The reason? I felt ashamed of myself. I was trying to write an essay about my carrier plan and ambition outline, but found out I lost the words and the construction of the sentences were not to my satisfying. A friend of mine assisted me to do some proof reading. AlHamdulillah. At last it was done. But I think I have lost my ability to construct a good essay as I did during my studying time… It is difficult to describe how I feel, it was seems I do not appreciate my knowledge and continuously applying the value learnt in myself. Insha-Allah I will try to continuously make myself learning.

Went thru the tons of emails, my eyes found this :

"Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman."

- Surah Al-Imran ayat 139

At that point of time, I felt a little bit better. As if God knows better, the surah came just at the right time. So I let it go and put all hopes to Allah SWT. If it is good for me, it is meant for me. If it is not meant for me, means it is not good to me. : )

Anyway, I appreciate those who want to put comments not hiding behind anonymous identity. Have a nice day.

Salam Aidilfiitri

I hope it is not too late for me to wish all of you selamat hari raya aidilfitri. Maaf zahir batin atas segala salah dan silap terkasar bahasa dan laku.

I'm back to office already.
But today am strunggling to write an essay on career plan and ambitions.
Sounds not so good, need to polish my writting skills...
Maybe i should reduce wathcing TV and start reading back all the economics journals... huuhuh tak tercapailer hasrat di hati kalau gini...

dah gelap..masa utk pulang.
saya dah blank hari ini...

Balik Kampung...

Balik kampung...wohooho balik kampung..

saya dah buat ramai tense hari ni bile mereka tahu saya dah mula bercuti..
dan hanya akan balik selepas cuti raya..
ehhehe
tapi.. saya masih lagi kat ofis pada jam 4.45pm ni.. :(
sbb tgh tunggu kek besday saya sendiri (yg obvisouly saya sendiri beli :P)
ok kek dah hampir sampai.. untuk itu sampai jumpa lagi..
selamat berpuasa!! :P

Ramadhan 19th: alHamdulillah

Alhamdulillah..
- Perkara pertama yang terdetik di hati saya bila pertama sekali membuka mata. Betapa Allah telah memberikan sekian banyaknya nikmat dan masa untuk saya pada kehidupan ini.

Dalam perjalanan tadi, tiba2 saya teringatkan teman2 lama di Kampus dulu. Mereka yang telah bekerja bersama2 saya, yang menjadi anak-anak buah saya dalam aktiviti kampus. Alhamdulillah saya fikir betapa beruntungnya saya dapat mereka yang komited dan sanggup bersama2 saya.

Mungkin saya pernah menjadi seorang ketua, dan mungkin saya bukahlah seorang ketua yang baik. Ada janji2 yang saya terkilan tidak dapat tunaikan, samada untuk peserta2 program saya atau untuk committees saya.

APa yang diberikan kepada saya membuatkan saya sentiasa ingat bahawa bukan mudah menjadi seorang ketua. dan ketua selalu perlu membuat keputusan - the best they think will benefits all. Dulu saya tidak penalize orang atas kesalahan mereka-dan penjelasan yang baik telah diberi, tapi once they started to create 'havoc' - saya akan menjadi keras terhadap mereka.. apa2 pun yg terjadi saya tidak akan memberikan apa2 sokongan kepada mereka.. Ada sedikit unsur emotional, tapi saya tak usik org dulu kan:D

Saya pasti ada juga kata2 saya yang agak tegas dan critical. kalau ada mereka yang terasa dengan saya, dan mereka ada membaca tulisan2 ini saya minta maaf setulus hati. Tugas dan tanggungjawab yang diberikan kepada saya membuatkan saya perlu jadi 'keras' dan tegas, demi mempertahankan apa yang sepatutnya. Tapi saya pasti mereka juga dapati saya boleh menjadi kawan yang baik(kan kan :P)..

Terima kasih yang tak terhingga kerana selalu bersama2 saya, menyokong dan membantu saya. terima kasih terutamanya kepada College COmmittees 2000/2001; MMU Run Committees (Student Integration Program 2000); College Festival 2001.

Ada orang kata saya suka imbas sejarah.. Mungkin tak bagus, pada mereka? Entahlah, sebab kadang2 sejarah membuatkan saya lebih berhati2 di masa depan. Sejarah membuatkan saya belajar byk perkara, dan tidak melakukan perkara2 yang tidak sepatutnya lagi. Saya cuba, sekurang2nya untuk jadi lebih baik. Insha-Allah.

Apa2 pun, terima kasih atas ucapan selamat yang diberikan. :) Selamat hari lahir juga untuk Zarid dan juga Momay (Hajar). :)

Ramadhan 17th: Standby Team

Isn't it the Day the first sentences of alQuran came to Rasullullah SAW? And it is already 17th-Day. How time flies so fast... When i heard what Prophet SAW said about how much people wish the whole year is Ramadhan if they knew what lies beneath, i think i would wish the same.. for years already... Because this is the month and the time when i don't have to face with terrible nightmares that wake me up at the middle of the night with fast heart beat.. Because this is the month i do not feel 'afraid' of those unseen things.. or feel it existences. Because this is the month i feel relieve in my soul and the month when i feel so peaceful at my heart. AlHamdulillah i can still be in this Ramadhan. Really hope that i will be able to do better before the end of Ramadhan. Insha-Allah.

Another gonna-be-controversial remarks for today..

They are going to go for picketing this evening… Just came back from Urgent Meeting; and all the axe-kutip have to standby at centers. I? Not going to say anything much. Told already there might be a ‘riot’, rite? Oh, as being informed and instructed.. I won’t say ‘no comment’, instead all the responses will be answered by our respective management group. So, inline with what I vowed and signed to become an employee of my company – I’ll keep the story to myself and the staff of this company.

For those who think the picket will be called back.. I don't think so. They are very firm about this.

And if u wish to talk to me, no problem. I’ll be here at the office until late evening (not night ok) .. Mehlah bukak puasa sama2 dengan saya di sini, jangan segan bawa makanan sekali. hehehe Oh before I forget, sorry to all who invited me for berbuka puasa, I can’t make it. :) Insha-Allah we’ll meet at some other time.


Other things? Let see if I have spare time to talk to the computer this evening…

12th Ramadhan: LRT = Bas Mini Alaf 21?

Ada orang ingin saya menceritakan kisah pagi tadi. Kisah 3 jam di LRT baru sampai ke ofis.
ntahler..saya tak larat nak cerita balik.. cuma penat jugakler tukar train smapai tujuh kali.. 7 kali diulang. pagi2 tgk org dah penuh kat luar kawasan.. ada seorg pemandu bas beritahu, masalah sama berlaku lagi - train tak nampak dlm screen. dah tunggu lama kat luar ni.. dekat sejam saya agak2 dah ok, masukler ke dalam... cerita naik train la ni..

Tren 1: Dr setiawangsa patah ke wangsa maju
Tren 2: Tukar train gi ke tmn melati..
Tren 3: Kemudian tukar lagi train. dr tmn melati ke terminal putra, patah balik lalu tmn melati terus ke wangsa maju.
Tren 4: Kat wangsa maju kena tukar train lagi ke setiawangsa (balik!)
Tren 5: Dr setiawangsa sampai ke KLCC tukar train lagi.. Kat sini salah plak annoucement..diorang sudah terbalikkan train ke arah kelana jaya (which is selatan) dan terminal putra (which is utara).. tapi saya stick je dgn annoucement dlm train supaya naik train seterusnya ke kelana jaya..
Tren 6: Naik tren dari KLCC ke Masjid Jamek..turun lagi
Tren 7: Dr masjid jamek..dan akhirnya baru sampai ke Kerinchi..

Dan saya memang lewat amat ke ofis.. sampai ofis saya separuh nak pengsan, nak ckp dan senyum pun tak larat.. Akhirnya pukul satu (waktu rehat) saya tertidur.. alhamdulillah dah ok balik.. apa2 pun nasib baik saya tak keseorangan dlm 'perjalanan' sejauh itu.. kalau tak saya lebih tense..hehehe itulah Encik Sam dan jugak Cik Haineyy.. hohoho mekasihler sanggup tunggu sama2 naik..

Cerita kelakar nak kongsi ialah..since at most time only one platform yg berfungsi, jadi setiap kali tren datang petugas akan menjerit train tersebut utk ke arah mana supaya orang tak tersi;ap masuk.. "Gombak, gombak, gombak" (refer to terminal putra); and then the next train "Setiawangsa, setiawangsa"; and everyone was like "ha setiawangsa, masuk masuk.."

And of course, as usuall, kepala dah start menerawang.. If in the earlier age of 70s and 80s, Bas Mini was the main trasport until people complaint about overloaded passengers, it seems to be the same for LRT (Putra esp). And after about 30 years, we have the new kind of "Bas Mini"; with no-more-space-to-squeeze-in in the morning.. (kalau tak caya..korang yg bawak kete jee or yg luar KL tu tryler dtg KL hari bekerja jam 7.15 - 9.00 pagi mesti faham). Imagine, how would it be in the next 30 years? MM..mungkin mcm hainey ckp, die jadi 2 tingkat plak.. hehehehehe

(boleh tak kalau cerita ni takde penghujung, saya gantung aje kat sini? :P )
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~tamat~

6th Ramadhan

AlHamdulillah. dah 6 hari berpuasa..
Ramadhan ke-4, berbuka puasa bersama Laili and Siha di MidValley.. Adhoc punya cerita.. perancangan dlm masa 1 jam, secara kebetulan jer... kat sana mcm2 cerita plak.. sebabnya.. sorang terlupa keluarkan duit, sorang lagi tertinggal beg duit dlm kereta..so sorang kena dahulukan.. Lepas berbuka, kami pergi tgk2 buku di MPH. tapi spot saya (dan siha..kerana kami jalan berdua..laili dah hilang entah ke mana) saya nampak cermin2 kaca dan coklat yang beranika rupa.. hmmm sedappnyaa (well, chocolate is one of my favvooorite..).. bestnyaa kalau dapat hadiah coklat2 tu... ehhehe hints hints.. :P

Then dekat tempat parking kereta, kereta plak problem. So dengan bersusah payah 3 org iron ladies pergi check kat engine. huuhuh bukan saya yg jadi ketuanya.. pemilik kereta la sape lagi kalau bukan cik laili kita.. boleh tahan dia check minyak hitam, air, air bateri semua.. dan yg paling best lampu suluh kami gunakan handphone yg ada lampu suluh. betul, memang ada henpon macam tu.. saya ada, tapi murah jer ler harganya.. satu harga henpon 3G maybe boleh beli 7-8 ..tapi sgt2 berguna..jatuh pun tak rosak.. fikir2 nak choose between 3G phone yg canggih dan mahal tu ke atau nak pilih kamera biasa yg tak canggih tapi selalu berguna? tak boleh nak buat keputusan plak.. ehhe cenggini punya cerita pun dah susah nak decide.. tapi fikir balik, takkan nak kasi mak pakai tepon 3G kan..mesti adik2 yg lepas tu pergi tukar dgn hp diorang.. (oh, btw cerita pasal berbuka puasa ni ditulis atas permintaan laili.. hohoho).

Anyway friends, just for your info.. probably my current hp number 3678740 will be terminated soon. so bitau je ler kan ni. on the way nak terminate (ada some procedure kena tunggu since ni corporate line). pls update yourself, insha-Allah sempat saya akan inform nanti tentang no. tunggal (chewah..cam projek single number access aritu plak).. utk sesape yg ada no lama /personal tu (end with '3122) inshaAllah no tu lah saya gune nanti..

Ok hari ni ada pertandingan akhir arm wrestling between staff in my unit. so, it was not bad.. saya jadi menang sorak..takleh masuklah, dah jadi judge & committee. Oklah, have new staff to attend. selamat meneruskan ibadat berpuasa semua.. and specially for Aida (aida sempat jenguk kejap blog ko:P) Aja!Aja! Fighting! Teruskan semangat utk memasak.. heheheh

Sayonara..

Ramadhan, 4th

Dear friends,

Receive this from my friends. So kalau ada berminat, boleh tgk kat bawah tu gambar poskad raya ni.. btw, planned to break fast (buka puasa) at MidValley today.. so kalau terjumpa, rajin2lah tegur yer.. i think i will not bring my spec today..takut tertinggal lagi..ehheeh

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Assalamua'alaikum
Ramadhan is back again...Alhamdulillah we are here also again to cherish the blessing of Ramadhan. Soon, Syawal will materialised. As part of our
community outreach activity...we UmmiKuSayang Charity Team (http://www.ummikusayang.com/), a group of mums/daddies with high spirit, positive thinking, dedication and loving heart electronic group (e-group) based in Wilayah Persekutuan, Kuala Lumpur and Selangor, Malaysia wish to initiate Syawal's Raya Fund for two (2) homes :

1) . Rumah Amal Limpahan Kasih (RALK)
2). Pertubuhan Kebajikan Rumah Silaturrahim Nurul Qana'ah

We will be selling Eidul Fitri Charity Greeting Cards (postcard type) RM10 per 8 pcs and 100% profit from the selling will be given to the homes tentatively 15 days or earlier before Syawal. The front page of the card displayed the image(s) of the children from the homes themselves.

We call for all to brighten the kids Syawal and make it another unforgetful Syawal with the shower of love and blessing of Allah on all mankind.

Hurry!!! Kindly contact us for your order and InsyaAllah, we will delivered the Raya Card before 6th Oct 2006 to your doorstep. Additional RM2.80 for postage cost for delivery outside Wilayah Persekutuan and Selangor Darul Ehsan.

Call us to place your order :
1). Yeanti - 013-3439544 e-mail at syeanti@yahoo.com
2). Zarina - 012-2386014 e-mail at zarinasemuri@yahoo.com
3). Ninuk - 012-2092517 or e-mail at ninuknoviati@gmail.com
4). Nadia - 012-3751444 or e-mail at nadialoretta@yahoo.com

The products also exclusively available at the homes respectively and at UkS Taipan – 6B USJ 10/1J, 47610 UEP Subang Jaya - HURRY Get it there!

Further questions on UmmiKuSayang other attribute? E-mail Lily at lily@ummikusayang.com or Hani at hani@ummikusayang

If you wish to contact the homes directly at anytime their detail as below :

Rumah Amal Limpahan Kasih (RALK) - http://www.rumahamallimpahankasih.com/
No. 49, Jalan Bukit Puchong 2
47100 Puchong
Selangor D.E.

Contact person(s) : Pn. Rabaah or En. Zawawi at tel/fax : 03-80601770 or 019-2227339 or alternatively you can assist the home by donating direct via Perwira Affin Bank account no. 101020128984 or Malayan Bank Berhad account no. 562777100922.

Pertubuhan Kebajikan Rumah Silaturrahim Nurul Qana'ah
No. 34A/34B
Jln 10
Taman Batu
Off Taman Greenwood
68100 Batu Caves
Selangor D.E.

Contact person Cik Hidayah 03-61892001/017-9371278 or Mohamad Ishak bin Zainuddin - 019-2125001 or alternatively you can assist the home by donating direct via Bank Islam Malaysia Berhad account no. 14032010035421.

"May Allah blessed our heart with love to the needys as we love our own"

Eidul Fitri Charity Greeting Cards Sponsored by :
http://www.mysunshine2u.com/
http://www.ummikusayang.com/
http://www.ljhomedecor.com/
http://www.teman.com.my/
Nadia
Junet Busra & Co
Hj Imran & Co
EDV Foods Sdn Bhd
Pesanan terakhir diterima sehingga 6th Okt 2006.


p/s: sorry, have some difficulty to upload the poscard. Still trying. will update soon once done.

2nd Ramadhan: DCBA 5th Anniversary

Salam buat semua.
Moga berada dalam rahmatNya selalu. Harini dah masuk hari ke-2 berpuasa, dan saya sudah terasa masa sangat cepat berlalu. Nak buat annoucement: tahun ini kalau ada sape2 rancang nak buat berbuka puasa ramai2 sila2lah buat cepat2 (kalau nak jemput saya la:P) sebab saya akan bercuti awal. Hanya 3 minggu di sini.

DCBA dah genap 5 tahun semalam. Happy Birthday DCBA!!
Semalam ada some flashback inside my memory.. CUma flashback tu bukan setakat kisah 24hb September 2001, Isnin - delegasi ke timur tengah yang mana kami tengah sibuk berkemas2 waktu ini. Gantung banner pukul 2 nanti di susur gajah, waktu tengok students lain balik kampus utk start semester baru dan kami pula nak berlepas mengembara ke sana.. Tapi yang paling saya ingat ialah, malam harinya.. Bila kami akan berlepas, di KLIA..selain sanak saudara dan kaum keluarga, dan of course a press from TV3 dan escorts of VVIP.. saya lihat kawan2 saya yang ramai sekali.. saya sangat terharu.. cuma saya kira saya tak punya kesempatan untuk mengucapkan terima kasih untuk mereka2 yang hadir menghantar kami. Bila saya katakan ramai, maksud saya memang sangat ramai. Sampaikan staff bahagian MARCOM MMU pun terkejut melihat orang2 yang turut datang menghantar delegasi 25 orang termasuk 17 pelajar itu.

KLIA penuh masa tu. Kalau ada pakaian seragam macam pakaian keluar masuk ke asrama dulu, saya pasti warna2 tersebut dahpun memenuhi kawasan KLIA. Terima kasih kawan2.. walaupun production didn't turn out to be like what we wished and planned, tapi alHamdulillah berkat doa2 kawan2 juga kami selamat pulang ke Malaysia.

Saya rasa kadang2 saya agak 'mengabaikan' kawan2 saya. Mungkin sebab saya ni jenis yang tak pandai menyuarakan atau menunjukkan apa yang di dalam hati.. Tapi saya bersyukur sangat dapat kawan2 yang baik. :)

Insha-Allah tengah cuba nak selesaikan kerja2 yang patut buat sejak 5 tahun dulu, i.e. biografi perjalanan DCBA.. Erp..ada training kena handle.. that's all for now!

p/s: AlHamdulillah Allah permudahkan urusan saya hari ini atas doa semalam. Alhamdulillah, rasa macam cepat betul Allah dengar doa ini..
p/s2: Saiful Azni (also DCBAian) a.k.a. Sam it's ur birthday as well kan? Happy Birthday! May Allah bless you and you got what you want in life:)

henponku

Did i mentioned that since the last 6 months one of my handphones screen went blank?
Unfortunately i stored most of the contact number inside the handphone. But last few weeks it was already OK. I upgrade the software, and again unfortunately and accidently only manage to rescue names from A to M only. Not sure how names from N to Z was not copy to my sim card. So if in the future i am asking 'whose number is this?' pls do not feel irritated.. tak sengaja la..

actually i am using 2 numbers; one is corporate/office number, another one is personal number. since there is a new rule to be implemented soon on the usage of corporate line, i am considering to terminate my corporate line. that will make it easier for me to manage my handphone. Patut ke tidak ek terminate line ni... ada cadangan? kawan2.. you need to revert back to my old number if u agree me to terminate the line.

kepala saya sejak semalam masih sakit lagi. entah apa sebabnya, tiba2 sahaja. apa2 pun harapnya akan sembuh cepat sediakala.. nak sambut ramadhan ni dlm keadaan the best condition. dlm masa yg sama sdg sibuk juga menanda kertas2 jawapan participants kursus saya minggu lepas. ada 80 semuanya dgn jawapan yg mcm2. pening nak kasi markah, rasalah jadi cikgu kejap.. rupenyer begini cikgu nak kasi markah.. ahoohohho time belajar dulu tak paham soalan pun main tibaiii je jawap, kot2 terkena. rupanya pening juga sapa yg tanda ek. terima kasihlah atas kesabaran mendidik. :)

aish..takde nak ckp ape.. btw pesanan utk Aida, kalau rajin cerita sikit pasal Haiku boleh? arigato...

Inikah sepatutnya..? Inilah sepatutnya!

Saya terfikir, apa yang perlu saya tulis hari ini?

Agak2nya, kalau kejutkan saya di tgh2 nyenyak tidur nak mengajar apa yang saya ajar sejak 2 bulan lepas mungkin saya boleh sebut satu2 sahaja.
Agak2nya nak suruh saya lukis balik apa yang akan dilihat di skrin untuk topik2 yang saya ajar sepanjang minggu ini, mungkin sepantas kilat saya lakukan.
Agak2nya nak suruh saya cerita lain? Kepala saya rasa blank..

Ke memang nak suruh saya cerita pasal sistem-sistem tu juga? hehehe

Semalam saya baru habis training for people who are supposed to supervise their 'anak buah'; a 4-days-course. Minggu sebelumnya baru habis training untuk a group of people to use the new system.

Sepatutnya minggu depan saya attend kursus stress-relieve di PD selama 4 hari..
Alih2 dapat arahan postpone-kan semua training dan pergi bagi training di Taiping selama seminggu. Kali ini bukan sistem training, tapi skill training. Bertolak hari ahad ini. Waduh2 katanya bukan arahan tahap GM dah, tapi atas lagi.. adoiii .. saya kata pada kawan, kalau bela hantu raya nak suruh yang hantu tu serupa saya pergi taiping biar saya berseronok di PD.. hohohooh tapi takdelah, Nauuzubillah je buat keje tak senonoh ni.. biarlah ada satu sahaja saya, kalau ada lebih nanti saya tak istimewa dah.. kan kan kan:p

Jadi apa yang saya nak kongsi sekarang selain sibuk kerjaya saya?
Sekadar untuk ingatan diri saya yang mudah lupa, bulan Ramadhan yang dirindui insha-ALlah akan tiba dalam masa 2 minggu lagi.. Juga peringatan untuk diri yang selalu lupa ini, moga diri lebih banyak menginsafi kejadian ciptaan Allah SWT. Dan tentunya harapan kali ini, amat mengharapkan dapat memenuhi Ramadhan dengan sebaiknya, dan (tentulah) dapat Malam Seribu Malam (Lailatul Qadar). Insha-Allah.

Salam hormat buat semua. sampai bertemu lagi.